Doubt

(photo credits: fives)

I think I'm done with the winter. It's really been wearing me down lately. The other day I was talking to a friend and I mentioned feeling insignificant. He tried to assure me that I wasn't, but I was too set in my self-deprecating ways to hear him. I'm not, I know this. As with everything in life, there will always be things ahead of us and trailing behind us. There are things less significant; there are plenty of things more significant, and that should be just fine. It's part of the bigger picture, the grand scheme of things.

I tried believing there wasn't a meaning behind it all but it felt like I was lying to myself. I'm choosing bliss, even if it's in ignorance.